4/30: To Self...

Dear Jenise,

I am sorry for not loving you enough
For letting other people dictate your definition
For dressing you up in make-up and high heels
When I know how much you hate costumes

Forgive me

For allowing people to butcher you
With Gs and As
And accepting it

I have forgotten how to pronounce you

You sound
More foreign to my ears than Cambodian language

I have taken you for granted...